Been too busy to blog, or too lazy or maybe even... too happy?
It's been a great, great time in my life of late. I feel such a deep, profound sense of joy and peace and relaxation, almost all day long. It's truly a miracle, a blessing, whatever you may call it. It's amazing. I feel so special and thankful and blessed that my worldview is so much better. Amazing, really, what a little bit of perspective can achieve!
As the year winds to a close, I have been contemplating what this year has been for me. My gosh! The girl that I was at the beginning of this year... I barely recognize or remember her now, though of course there are still flashes of her within me.. She's a part of me and I accept her but I sure don't like her! So I will try my best to keep her "locked up" in the new year - LOL - though I'm sure she'll let herself go once in a while, at least. Anyhoo, it's just been another amazing year. I'd say it's the best of my life thus far because I learned to like myself so much more this year than I ever, ever have before. It may seem natural or easy to some but it was never to me. It's something I couldn't grasp a few years ago... and now I can see the progress I've made. Of course, there's a lot more to accomplish but I'm proud of myself and it's such a relief to even be able to express that! Here's to 2008 bringing even more growth and maturity for little old me.
Need to get to the new office to hand in my first-ever contract of employment. Wah, I'm a big girl now, aren't I! Hehe, actually, perhaps I ought to actually
read the contract first...
Hee, maybe I'm just a semi-big girl la. That's okay, too. The job itself... Haha! It's gonna be such a challenge but I think I'm up for it. We live and we learn, right.
Am really glad I went for the charity Christmas party at Agathians today. Sweet, sweet kids and the caroling was fun, too
I really, really do love Christmas so darn much!
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