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Tuesday, 18 December 2007
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Full-glass Mel.
Been too busy to blog, or too lazy or maybe even... too happy?
It's been a great, great time in my life of late. I feel such a deep, profound sense of joy and peace and relaxation, almost all day long. It's truly a miracle, a blessing, whatever you may call it. It's amazing. I feel so special and thankful and blessed that my worldview is so much better. Amazing, really, what a little bit of perspective can achieve!
As the year winds to a close, I have been contemplating what this year has been for me. My gosh! The girl that I was at the beginning of this year... I barely recognize or remember her now, though of course there are still flashes of her within me.. She's a part of me and I accept her but I sure don't like her! So I will try my best to keep her "locked up" in the new year - LOL - though I'm sure she'll let herself go once in a while, at least. Anyhoo, it's just been another amazing year. I'd say it's the best of my life thus far because I learned to like myself so much more this year than I ever, ever have before. It may seem natural or easy to some but it was never to me. It's something I couldn't grasp a few years ago... and now I can see the progress I've made. Of course, there's a lot more to accomplish but I'm proud of myself and it's such a relief to even be able to express that! Here's to 2008 bringing even more growth and maturity for little old me.
Need to get to the new office to hand in my first-ever contract of employment. Wah, I'm a big girl now, aren't I! Hehe, actually, perhaps I ought to actually read the contract first...
Hee, maybe I'm just a semi-big girl la. That's okay, too. The job itself... Haha! It's gonna be such a challenge but I think I'm up for it. We live and we learn, right.
Am really glad I went for the charity Christmas party at Agathians today. Sweet, sweet kids and the caroling was fun, too
I really, really do love Christmas so darn much!
Wednesday, 12 December 2007
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Too much alcohol!
I've been loving my holidays! So much fun thus far, though my Christmas shopping has been hitting some dead end - how dare Ikea run out of my colorful vases?! I thought the presents for the females in the family had been sorted. Sigh. Well, time to get more creative, I suppose.
There's another job interview tomorrow. I'm actually looking forward to this job, so that's a good start, right
Hope I get it, if it's meant for me! Otherwise, 'tis back to the job market for me. Eeks.
I made a friend really mad yesterday and I feel really bad about the whole thing. It was totally accidental and I didn't even realize it would upset him so much, but none of that matters cuz he did get hurt. I know I've apologized already, but let it be said here that I really am sorry. Hope you really are okay and we can move past this? I hope work and whatever else is stressing you gets better ASAP, too.
Oh yes, no more drinking for... well, at least for a few days. LOL. Though the flavored vodka shots were so much fun! I can't believe I'd never heard of 'em before! And seriously, anyone who's going through duty-free : PLEASE get me a bottle of Baileys! I just have to start making extra-special milkshakes... mmm.
So yes, I ought to get on with my cover letter... And cooking dinner, as well. Lazy la!!
Thursday, 06 December 2007
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Vegging away.
i wanna go out!! :(
boringnya duduk rumah. i can't believe i JUST finished my thesis (and with it, my college life, pretty much) and i'm already bored as hell!! sigh. does this mean i'm a workaholic?? sheesh. i don't know. i only know that i hate being bored and i like being busy, assuming the busy-ness comes from interesting things or people...
i think it's time i brave the malls. despite the annoying malaysian public and the crummy weather and whatever else, Christmas time is just too pretty to miss out on!
speaking of the holidays, am heartbroken that my soulmate isn't gonna be around...
what do i do without him?! sigh.
okay, will not give in to the blues! i mean, here's a christmas where no one's dumped and i haven't dumped anyone either!! woohoo! that has to be enough reason for some seasonal cheer, right?

Thursday, 29 November 2007
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Subway's actually pretty yum.
That was... certainly interesting, to say the very least. LOL. Gosh! He's... so bloody challenging! I mostly like it, but seriously, it drained me as well. I feel like going to bed and it's only 7!
I have several questions on my mind... I wish I could find the answers right now, but I guess I have to wait. I do hope we can do this again, though, in whatever capacity. It was certainly undull.
He's anything, absolutely anything but dull. Lordie. But yes, Mellie must keep both feet firmly planted on solid ground. Okay la, at least one foot, then... Hee.
SIGH. I knew there were interesting people out there!
On a side (and not-so-happy) note, I am back to wishing like hell that I didn't bother being honest with my mother. It never bloody works out for anything vaguely resembling good. Why the hell can't I just accept that she wants me to lie and she enjoys denial and the truth is not worth it when it comes to her. I'm so bloody angry with myself right now!
Thank God there's Sunway Lagoon tomorrow. Nevermind that I'm practically bankrupt from the tickets for Harith's show (for my mom, naturally) and from all my other excessive spending (I plead guilty) but I really do need to get away from this place and just have some good old-fashioned fun. Money... Well, we'll cross that bridge when we get to it...
Call me!
Monday, 26 November 2007
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Catching up
My life is never, ever boring! Seriously. I never seem to stop meeting incredibly interesting people, saying incredibly interesting things and trying incredibly interesting things.
So even though this isn't really enough to warrant an entry in my much-neglected blog, that's honestly all I have time for at the moment. Such are the constraints of a social life, apparently. Whodda thunkit, eh?
But you know what. I'm happy. So that must be a good thing, yes? Yay.
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